Baby how could you trick me like this? After I gave up all my pride and completely subjugated myself to you? After I let myself go...and even then I longed to go so much deeper with you. But you got scared, you lost control, as you said, and you caught yourself. Well, me, I wanted to take it even further, abandon all inhibition and shame, delve into the deepest, darkest part of ourselves. But you pulled away and then I did too. You felt too much, said too much and then you wanted your independence. I would never desire to possess you completely and I would never want to be entirely yours. Please forgive us. Our desire. Our greed. Our confusion...
I don't want to lose you completely. I know most everything is ruined. And I blame you, maybe myself a little bit too. If it wasn't for our romantic delusions, maybe things would have been different. I doubt it though.
Anyway, I miss talking to you about life, everything. I compare all the other guys to you. And they always disappoint me.
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