Stoner

I decided I needed to smoke a little pot. I don't do this too often but it just seemed like a good idea tonight. My initial plan was to watch a documentary on the Romans. Well, 20 minutes later and I am warbling along to Mazzy Star...'I've been let down...I've been put down...and i'm still coming 'round...again with you.' Then I start thinking all these nice things about my friends and my ex boyfriend. In fact I realize that I was completely in love with him, in a way that I'd never experienced before, and I realize that I am still in love with him. I even begin to suspect that he might be in love back with me! I am so filled with love in fact, that I decide to text one of my friends about how great I think she is and how much I admire her. I had been thinking this for a long time but I guess I never really said it and suddenly I thought that it might be nice for her to hear. Funny huh? Who would guess that I would be so happy and loving stoned?! Maybe its all the meditating...
OK now I'm gonna go watch Cutting Crew 'I Just Died in Your Arms Last Night'. AAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH this is the life! ha ha